The Universal Energy Is About to Intervene in Your Life -Jenny Zhang

I am pure emotion and you must pour me
into something pure I shall take what I want
including the faces of pretty women
this way the standards for beauty will be instantly changed
this way the standards for faces will want new standards
the nerves in each face will stand on innards
inside me is every pregnant belly
and all the aborted children
play in the same playground
they don’t care that they were aborted
they don’t care that the stars were not created for them
they don’t care that they had selfish mothers
who could have been transformed
if only they had not aborted their children
though now the world is perfectly populated
each time the future is predicted
someone dies for no reason
this is how I became a ghoul
this is how I became a gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
this is how I became a guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh
this is how I became a gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaash
drinking the goo goo water
because of goo goo
I decide that no one lives for anyone else
I will live for me
I will die thanks to unconditional love
I want to ask my mother why she loved me
I want her to ask her mother why she loved her
I want her mother to ask her mother why she loved her
there are too many centuries of mothers loving their mothers
and I will be the first one to love myself more than I love my mother
I will be the first one to think about myself
my belly is flat because I forgot to have babies
I said if I live to 99 I am gonna eat mercury
but then I ate it when I was 9
and I lived one more year
and then I ate mercury
and then I lived one more year
and then I ate mercury
and then my children swam out of my cunt lips like fish
and I had the doctor sew me up
so food had to enter
the same way it came out
I lived like this for centuries
they said I could go on and I said
do I look like I would stop
and they said stop
and I said waaaaaaaaaht
and they said stop
and I said waaaaaaaaaaaaht
and this is what someone told me was mortality
in a nutshell
and I didn’t want to believe it
but what else did I have to believe?
What else is there for us?
Those of us who cannot breathe
Those of us who cannot have babies
We want to mean something to the world
We want to be told: stay here
you are needed
and we are needed
someone needs us
They called for us to live this way and so I did and so I did
and so I did.

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